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Hello NA, I have missed this forum more than I could express in words. This post is probably pointless and a waste of time for most of you to read, but it has been on my mind for a very long time. As a few of you may know, before I last went inactive I had a spat of emergency room visits and other issues, and these issues still continue. There have been a few periods where I have had a few months in a row of lucidity and time, but these continue to become increasingly sparse - especially as I endevour to improve my career. Implants in my chest and head, hospital trips, piercing headaches and vomiting as I awaken like a blacked-out drunk woozily trying to asses who and where I am have become the norm for me. I would choose to come back to NA where it not for the mind-altering seizure medication - I take three different types at above normal dosage for each. They tear away my energy and ability to enjoy life or even just concentrate for more than a few minutes, and the rest of the day before I take the heavier medication is filled with my work. With a tear in my eye, I wave to those who I found to be such strong supporters when my epilepsy first became the battlefield of my life. Thank you, NA, and a special nod to Azure for his never-ending holiday cards - I perpetually forget to send the same to you, please forgive me! Overall, so long as I have epilepsy, or at least so long as it has a stranglehold on my life, I will unfortunately never be able to RP on a forum - I always felt terrible when I made others wait on my replies in the first place, and waiting weeks would be even worse.... I may consider an academy student one of these days, if my next surgery is as successful as my neurologist hopes. Thank you for taking the time to read this
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